Anniversary Trip with upcoming Events

Hi, it's good to be back. Actually, i've been waiting to be more active here. since, physical journaling makes me exhausted, i think blogging comforts me more.

I had a little family trip (which is consider anniversary trip)  last monday (wesak) which is great! dah lama rasanya tak involve any staycation. pada awalnya, i  just want to treat F  for our wedding anniversary, tapi we've got sponsored at the end hahaha which is good & thankful just  because... credit &  thanks to paklong zaid & maklong asiah for sponsored it.

Disebabkan both of us not a fan of long road trip (sakit pinggang & belakang) i had decided to choose and stay at  desaru/pengerang. before this, our go to hotel was Bayu  Balau. tapi this time, i want something new, something fresh in mind. so i choose Amerald Resort Hotel for our staycation. i thought it was just ordinary experience, but suprisingly it's turn out best (best for us) innara really enjoy the staycation. Mulut tak berhenti zikir "bestnya sejuknya" hahaha i'm just glad she's enjoying her time so much.

Before checkin, we decided to beli jiwa anak. so we go to Desaru Mini Zoo before. it was awesome. innara paling seronok. sikit sikit nak fish, bird, ayam, itik, angsa upin ipin, keldai, unta, lembu, rusa... it was sooo many animals dalam tu. paling seronok innara nak bagi makan seeemua haiwan dalam tu, especially to fish, dia paling nak lempar makanan fish. alhamdulillah i think berbaloi je dengan harga rm20/pax  adult cumanya i dont suggest you untuk makan di cafe dalam tu sebab makanan dia masinnnnn & quite pricey. we dont m have choices (not a food hunter)

I will provide here some photos from our digital camera sebagai kenangan kami sekeluarga...

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Sebenarnya, aku tahu semua ini berhikmah. The actual reason why we decided to have this trip is we are gettin in a phase. We will being a caretaker of ayah (my dad) Yes, caretaker. Before a new phase hit us, kami pergi for a trip. It's not that lepasni kami takkan having any other trip lagi, cumanya as a caretaker we should care more about the phase. 

First of all, i want to say high gratitude & thank you to my husband for allowing all of this. His sacrifice, his kindness beats nothing in this world. Alhamdulillah he understood my family situation, itu pun aku dah bersyukur sangat. I wonder how might his deep heart feels about this. I just want you to know that i might love you even more after this.

Selama aku membesar with & without ibu, orang lain yang menjadi caretaker ayah. After this, husband & me will be the one who take that responsibility. I dont know how it will be turns out, i just hope god will ease everything for us. Aku tahu menjadi caretaker ini memerlukan hati yang selalu ikhlas. Meski mungkin ada hari hari yang turun dan naik. Aku cuma harap aku dapat cari ikhlas itu untuk setiap hari. Dan aku cuma harap ini menjadi satu asbab, suami & aku mendapat rahmat & syurga tuhan. 

Aku tahu tak mudah & takkan mudah. Meski lepasni banyak perkara yang akan menjadi limited, tapi aku akan usaha seeeemua itu untuk adapt dengan perkara seharian aku. Doakan aku dan suami yeee semuaaaaa. Aku juga perlukan doa dari orang orang samada yang mengenali aku & yang tidak mengenali aku. Aku harap tuhan permudahkan urusan korang semuaaaaa. Daaaa

Love, z